(ahahaha such a terrible pic)


I HATE IT

faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaacccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

The bangs start too far back and I think they're too long for how short my hair is now. If it was longer it would look fine, but now it just....ugh. Everyone says they love it and I got the approval from my friend who is very (brutally) honest about these things, but I'm just not feeling it.

I think I'm going to go get them shortened a bit, I dunno. Though it does look great under a hat :|

I'll be dying it red on the weekend. Maybe that will make it look awesome. Or not. Ugh whyyyyy.

/whine

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XbKZvovNWjc

Oh hai, that there's my artwork on that there ipad.

Those are some adorable kids too haha. Can't wait to hear this guys review and have my stuff ripped to pieces :P

Red Riding Hood was the best. I wish someone would youtube that.

So just when I think I'm done with dolls and want to see the two I have, I see this little bugger and I have to get him (in gray of course).

So he will be my birthday present next month :3 (the big 2-5!)

Still don't know what I'm going to do with my shushu and ruth. I want to keep them and fix them up again, but I've been out of the hobby for almost a year now. Well see how it goes. Ideally I need to find someone who can do extensive modding on the ruth. He needs to have cattish ears modded, have his mouth possibly modified and be dyed gray, but dying is a tricky thing :/ Anyone know anyone who is capable of such feats?

Woot home time! Oh! If anyone is interested, I'm having a livestream tonight at 8pm EST.

So our PM just put in her resignation. She's one of the 2 people here I consider more than just a co-worker. I'm sad to see her go, but I'm glad she's finally getting away from here. Now I have more motivation than ever to get my shit in order and find a real job. I'm tired of people telling me to "put up with it" and "be glad you have a job." My mom is especially guilty of this. I look to her for support and all I get back is to just deal with it. Sorry mom, I love you, but I can't be a doormat. I can't live with letting people walk over me like you do (as much as I wish she wouldn't. She's just too nice and timid).

Yes I am grateful I have a paycheck, but when is enough enough? I'm not happy, in fact I am absolutely miserable. I'm going nowhere in my career, my art has reached a plateau I can't seem to cross, and my social life is non-existent. If I can just change one thing, I feel that everything will start to come together. I'm not looking for sympathy and I know I bitch about my job way too often, but I sometimes need to remind myself why I'm doing this; That it's not always going to be like this.

I've been here for almost 2 years. I think it's time for me to move on to bigger and better things :)

I really need to start posting here more. I've been bitching at DA too much lately XD

Can you tell I'm obsessed with this game? No? Have you seen my DA gallery and LJ layout? Hahaha it's been a while since I've had an unhealthy obsession with something XD

Work issues have been mostly taken care of. I say mostly because now there is highschool drama going on with one of the guys I work with. Apparently his issues are my fault? Good thing my department is so lax. Not many places wouldn't bat an eye at giving someone a profanity filled, verbal assault. It felt really good to do so too I'm not ashamed to admit :P

You know that Whiskas commerical with the guy laying down with his cat on the porch? I die everytime he says the picnic bit. It's so adorable XD

Aside from some major bugs that I'm sure Bioware will fix soon (I'M LOOKING AT YOU BIOWARE), Dragon Age is THE BEST GAME I have ever played. Oh god that ending...if I wasn't sick and dead tired, I probably would have cried. This game has been so emotionally involving that when your teammates do their little goodbyes pre and post battle I got all 'awwwwwww ;_;'

I'll write more about it later. Right now I'm listening to the music in the credits and grinning like a fool.


oh god it's 4am :O

Ha I haven't updated this thing in months XD

Um...nothing really has changed. Still working in the same shithole, still living in my apartment with the crappy landlord (although he is ignoring me now lol). Haha that sounds so negative.

Good news? Um...I'm addicted to Dragon Age: Origins (seriously, most amazing game ever) and I'm fleshing out the beginnings of a graphic novel. I've got two ideas in mind and both are extreme opposites, so hopefully after I'm done with DA, I can hop on to that full force. Otherwise.....not much has been going on, hence why the lack of posting, but I check my friend's page regularly :)

The Sweet Twilight deck came in today :D I was surprised that it came in first as it was traveling from the UK versus the other deck which is coming from the states (and hopefully in by the end of the week!)

Now to go buy some sage to do this shite proper :P

My tarot cards have shipped! The artist of the Deviant Moon deck emailed me himself to tell me :D

Now to sit and wait.....


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.....are they here yet? D:

Soooo.... I bought stuffs XD

tempurashrimp has rekindled my desire to learn Tarot so I've just purchased two decks :D
My personal deck will be this one. And after a little deliberation (haha thanks Rosey :P I went to research more about it and fell in love with the art), this one will be the deck I use for other peeps.

Now for the looong ass wait to get them. Hopefully I'll forget all about them and it will be a surprise when they show up :D